Life in Seattle

Sometimes, life is just too boring. May be I'm a city girl so I am so not used to do nothing special. I always want to do something, looking for something to achieve. But I get bored easily. Why? Because I wouldn't find something that's fit into my heart? I think so. Or maybe I lose my discipline for such a long time. Discipline creates momentum and confident. I can say human can't be content. I don't know if you have a dream buying list. I can tell you, even you get all your list, that totally doesn't mean that you are fulfilled. God creates life have a reason. Not only because of survival, for more significant reasons. I can say that it is for courage, love, faith, scarfice, persistence, passion, challenges, discipline... Doesn't human beings show these values? For sure. It seems like only aticulating these values would allow people to fulfill in life.Some people may ask, isn't that people achievement or fulfillment is measured by what they have done? I may say there may have some relationship. But not exactly. I will ask you. If you do the same difficult tasks again and again for ten years, the job become not difficult any more, do you feel fulfilled in your heart? I doubt.So, what do I want after giving birth to a baby. Any news? The thing is that I don't know. It seems like I let the baby and the environment to control my life in the past year. After the baby was born, we moved to Seattle until mid September, then I have to travel back to Toronto, stay a couple of days, then I have to move to Budapest (Hungary) until early December. Oh God! Actually I hate this. I think that waste a lot of time. Crazy! But my husband wants me the baby to stay with him. Am I willing to do this? Am I going to complain about the boredom and work? I hope not.Again, what do you want? Do I want a more challenger life? Do I want a life with significant? Do I want a life of influence? Yes, I do. If you want to be that kind of person, I am now declare I am a person of continous learning, not wasting any time, grateful, disciplined, happy and healthy.